Distance

My heart was in my throat I couldn't breathe.i was going to die. I couldn't really figure out what i was running from but the more i ran the better i felt. my heart slowed down as i found my rhythm. i knew everything was down the drain. this would be the last time i would be pushed around the last time i would be forced to do something i didn't like the last time i would listen. i couldn't really decided where i was running to but it had to be better than what i was running from.  my anger still flooded into me making my blood boil causing my fists to clench.  i was at least a mile or two from the house now. they weren't looking for me i realized once my heart had calmed down. they had already forgotten about the girl they loved. i wasn't her anymore i was something new something different i wasn't the same person i would rise up and destroy them.   

ddss(different day, Same Shit)

"you think im lying"?  "no, i think you believe that i think your lying, but in reality i'm lying to you about your lie". he stopped and stared at me as the truth dawned on him. he knew that i knew and that was a dangerous thing.  i could see the hatered in his eyes. he didnt want this secret out he didnt want his love told. he didnt want the fact that he was in love with something so forbidden it was taboo to be anounced to the world. he knew i had the loud mouth to say something, but the popularity which would keep him from killing me. he couldnt kill me because people would notice, he could however try to tourture me. the thing was i was what he was in love with.

Introduction

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